Final Goodbye

Sometimes, you just need to write down all your feelings about someone you cared about before you’re able to officially let go. This is how I did mine. Trust me, it helps.

We ended in a bitter goodbye, you broke my heart and made me cry. But this is where I get you confused, after all you did, I want to say thank you. I realized not everyone is who they claim to be, people wear masks because deep down they’re ugly. I can’t fix everyone, I can’t always be there, at some point in time, I need someone to care. I learned how to be strong when things fell apart, I ignored all the signs that were there from the start. You taught me to be more careful and wise, and to give chances to more of the guys. I took a chance with you in mind, not seeing through your precious disguise. Tried to be nice, tried to be friends, until I realized it was all pretend. I’ve finally let go, and forgiven myself, even the smartest of girls would have needed help. You fooled me once, and that’s all it takes, one day you’ll admit that you made a mistake. So, thank you for helping me to move on. I don’t think about you when I hear ‘our’ song. Biggest mistake, but no regrets. I’ve deleted all of your ‘lovely’ texts. Don’t try to talk to me when you’re all alone. I’ll be with someone who doesn’t put on a show. No longer thinking about you every night, this is finally my last goodbye.

You thought that was good? Write your own. It really opens your eyes as to how you really felt about that person, and it also gives you closure. Well, I know mine did. I can finally say that I’m much happier than I have been the past few days. Unexpected happenings can do that to you. Plus, a visit from your sister and adorable nephew also helps. Next post will be 19 things about me you may, or may not know, so stay tuned :)

<3 Chels