First of all......
ASDFGHJKLLASDFGHJKL. Peoples' maturity level astounds me. I'm not even kidding you. When I am acting like the bigger person, then you know something is up. (Okay, not really, I can be mature when I want to be, I just don't show it too often...)
I'd go into details, but I honestly am trying to just get over it by myself. That's what people who are trying to be the bigger person do right? Right. I just decided, that is exactly what they do.
Second of all.. (This relates to the first of all..)
"Remember when I asked for your opinion? Neither do I, so shut the heck up." Ah, that sentence alone applies to the current situation that I'm in. I mean, honestly. This is MY life. I need to make MY own mistakes. I know some of you worry about me, but in all honesty, don't try to tell me what to do. I'm so sick and tired of everyone trying to save me from their mistakes. Believe it or not, I'm a very intelligent girl. I may do stupid things sometimes, but I do have a head on my shoulders, and it's not full of hot air.
Third of all..... (Still relating here...)
I am working very hard on not judging people by what others say about them, nor by their past actions. I believe that everyone has the ability to change who they were. We're all learning every day how to better ourselves. Because of this fact, I just want to point out that even when I don't agree with someones' relationship, I don't yell at them about it. Nor do I try to make them feel guilty about it. I tell them how I see it, without being a jerk about it, and then, I let it go. If they get hurt later on, I help them get over it, but I don't criticize them. I wish people treated each other this way. Sometimes we need criticism, but I think each situation varies. Especially when it pertains to me.
Right. Ranting is done. On a happier note, I had my hair colored professionally today. I'm quite impressed with how it turned out. I will post pictures eventually, once I decide how I like to wear it haha. I did discover that my hair is suuuuuuper long, but I don't plan on cutting it anytime soon. Oh! And I'm thrilled to announce that I get to wear a black bridesmaid dress! That, and I received a scholarship to UVU in the fall. Happiness does surface through dark times :)




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