This little light of mine…

Interesting. Last time I posted anything was a week ago. I have excuses, but all that matters is that I’m posting right now. So, we’re not going to get into it.

See that tree? That’s me. See that light around it? That’s my influence on people. As you can tell, it’s spreading.

Sometimes I forget that people look up to me. In those moments, I feel as though I give them a bad example of how to handle situations. For example, my last post. It wasn’t very motivating, and it was kind of a let down. It was me letting someone get the best of me, and that’s no way to act. You should never, ever, allow a person to change who you are because of their actions. Whatever they did may have hurt you, but don’t let it destroy you. I’m much better now :)

This past week at work, I have slowly returned to acting how I usually do. It started off rough, with me being a little bit too sarcastic, but then it settled down into the “I’m sarcastic and loud but am really adorable and nice” routine.

I’m now known as a big flirt, which, I’m not, but whatever helps people sleep at night. I’m just really nice, and….. Flirty. Dang. I don’t do it on purpose, it just happens. Anyways, it’s not necessarily a bad thing, I just think it’s funny.

I’m a tutor. I’m tutoring a co-workers son in Algebra. Let’s just say, I’m thrilled, because he actually listens and pays attention, and because it helps me to feel like I’m in school again (because I make him tests and notes and such). Ah, school.

I’m officially signed up for classes :) I currently have 15 credits, but if I get into the financial class I want to take, It will turn into 18 credits. Have. No. Fear. It may sound like a lot, but I wish I could take more. I love school, and have missed it for so long. I currently have one class Monday and Wednesdays, and 4 classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays, with no classes on Fridays or Saturdays. It works perfect with my work schedule, and I’m ecstatic.

Sometimes, when life gets hard, and we feel like we are not good enough, just remember that things DO get better. Everything happens for a reason, you can’t deny it. We may never know what that reason is, but just know that it had a purpose to influence your life for the better.

Keep staying strong :)

<3 Chels